+bz with ma spm+

hurmmm.i had a very long time ta update dis blog ah.bz wehy!urm..mase sepi ta update dis blog,macam2 happen.semenye pantas.i dont really love dis kind da messy story la.sometimes,i got in trouble,sometimes i fell so lonely,sometimes i fell i love to be mine,sometimes i fell im in love,sometimes i fell im very cruel,sometimes i fell im stupid,and sometimes dis love story is ma life.so?how i want to da end dis story telling?omg!hell!em.for da moment of exam week before holidays,all dis kind of love story begin.em.clash with him.i no wonder how i felt.its totally fast.i dont noe how to forget bout him coz he had teached me alots about dis world.hurm.he teached me how to prepared in dis world,how to related our heart to be wonder.hurm.maybe he dont realize about what he did!but im realize.all dis kind of story and kenangan terindah i wont forget EQMAL!i do love u but ma love is not for u.im still searching for ma love one.i think i had found da man.but,we get involved in another situation.omg!very cruel situation i think.hurmmm.........what ever it is.i must to think positive and look for him and wait for him because he want me to wait for him and love him as he love me.ouh!